by Self Loath

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Hunter Morin
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Hunter Morin This release of musical genius Graham Olsen holds no bounds when it comes to density, depressiveness, and overall darkness. However, it also brings you some feelings of hope, or lightness, such as the track Crawl. Working on this release with SL was a serious honour and I'm happy the release had such positive reviews. I knew it would. Favorite track: Crawl.
Jeremy Biscaye-Evans
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Jeremy Biscaye-Evans Great record. Loved it wholeheartedly, I felt it was a jump from the first album in terms of maturity and quality in overall musical strengths. The album's extra featuring of vocals are good and the production's density gives you a vibe of what's happening inside the creators mind. A stark, but plentiful piece of music that gets nothing more than a 8/10. And that is coming from a guy who hardly delves into the bandcamp site.

Recommended tracks; Collapse, It Was Not Enough, All Worth Nothing. Favorite track: Collapse.
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Written and recorded at my home between the January and March of 2014. Self loath is a project that focuses on using samples and synths to create a diverse sound from many influences i have. tranlated from various other instruments

Theme: loss, the value of nothing and being isolated


released April 1, 2014

Tracks: Guest vocals on All Worth Nothing and It Was Not enough by Hunter Morin of MANDIAS



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Self Loath Fort Smith, Northwest Territories

i make drones.

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Track Name: All Worth Nothing
Bruised hands wash me away
Beneath the crimson waves,
Where time slips through me,
Where memories consume me.

Choking from a dead childhood,
I gasped for air, I thought I could
But your fingers wrapped around,
And from my soul, there was no sound.

I gave myself for you to hold,
Even though my smile was cold,
But now I see it was all for nothing.
Now I see it was all worth nothing.

Burnt letters and shivering winters
Gives me cuts and frozen splinters.
Tired of this life, of this fake smile,
Tired of holding on for such a long while.

Trying to remember what good was meant,
Trying to discover which laugh was lent.
But in the end it was all for nothing,
In the end it was all worth nothing.

I gave myself for her to hold,
Even when my heart was cold,
But now I see it was all for nothing.
Now I see it was all worth nothing.
Track Name: It Was Not Enough
All of their love,
their trust,
their hope -
was not enough for me to stay.

And now, my
veins run thick
with grief - agony.

Lull me into
Voids unknown -
Their love..
Their love was not
Track Name: Destroy
in order to understand
i destroyed myself

do you respect me